Friday, August 30, 2024

Brian Jacob Irving~

Unfortunately, Jake, this is the only picture I have of you. It's not even a very clear one. I wish I had taken a picture with you when I saw you at the reunion in July. Brian Jacob Irving, I'm late to the game, but I have always, always loved you. Maybe if I had told you that earlier, you'd still be here. Maybe I'm feeling survivor's guilt. Maybe it was an accident. But I wish I would have told you before it was too late. I love you. God be with you, wherever you are.
I literally cannot handle anymore death.